Sunday, February 22, 2009

The Fall

As the stars twinkled above,
My heart felt a surge of love;
A love that was unexpected and new
That is only known to a few

I’ve watched you from afar,
Swaying my emotions in a war…
Too much, was the battle within,
A battle that I never could win.

As the wind slowly caressed,
My heart felt mesmerized.
From the start, I knew,
Never could I be with you.

Your heart belonged,
And it wasn’t me it longed,
But a girl, you loved
And wished to have.

It pained to know,
And knew that it was low
To succumb into fear
That you’ll never be near.

I tried and willed to let you go,
But it wasn’t that easy of a task to do.
Determined, I knew you were,
To win her heart, so pure.

Along the way, I’d love to help,
But that much pain could make me yelp…
Too much pain, have I bottled,
And too much worries have I cradled.

As I looked up at the twinkling sky,
My heart felt so light and felt like I could fly.
I knew deep in my heart,
That you’ll always be a part.

Obliged I was, to let you go,
And that wasn’t a task easy to do.
You were the one person I truly adored,
The reason behind the emotions I forged.

Like an empty egg, I feel so hollow,
And because of this you might think me shallow.
But beneath it all, I stand tall,
And ready to take the fall…

Life in Black andWhite

Life gets a bit boring after you hit the age 17. You get bored with the kid stuff and you just don't know where you want to go. Its confusing really. You'd wish that you could just fast forward life to a few years later, but you cant. That's the reality of life. You can't have your way always; you have to strive for it. :)